Ways of Being Lonely

Audio: Read by the author.

Like a haunted river no bridge wants to lay itself down over.

Like a taxidermied grizzly in the student union.

You cry at a frequency only subatomic insects can hear.

That time with him in Houston.

Sometimes you flame into a scary flower.

An eruption of coherence in the postmodern seminar.

You stand in a shallow creek and your reflection floats slowly downstream without you.

Alcohol is your emotional-support animal.

The fan hums erratically.

An unclaimed suitcase of miniature toiletries, burst open on the baggage carrousel.

Like an amoeba without an e-scooter.

An extra in an epic battle scene, trampled by a non-Equity horse.

You’re a red-breasted flute, but everyone else is a dowel.

A Zen koan growing in the White House Rose Garden.

Sun-damaged curtains in the parlor of an abandoned friendship.

You’re the queen, but you’re a bee being swept into the pool’s filtration system.

Like a version, touched for the very last time.

Spooky piano music rising from the dishwater.

You wake up alone to a bird reciting Keats.